BILL Turnbull cannot support but really feel a tiny embarrassed even though watching his documentary about living with cancer.
“It’s a bit of a blubberthon,” confesses the former BBC Breakfast anchor (63). “I assume, ‘Gosh, I want I wasn’t crying rather so significantly, or so generally.’ But, the most satisfying factor is the reaction of the persons who watched it if they’re moved by it, then we’ve accomplished our objective.”
Turnbull very first revealed he had sophisticated prostate cancer on The Terrific Celebrity Bake Off for Stand Up To Cancer final year.
Now, practically two years following his initial diagnosis, the married father-of-3 has selected to share his story in Bill Turnbull: Staying Alive. In the intimate, a single-off film, we not only see what it is like to reside with cancer, but also how he’s performing something he can to study how it can be staved off.
The journalist, who functions as a presenter for radio station Classic FM, is on a new remedy, named Radium 223, “which is as radioactive as it sounds”.
“It seeks out the tumours on the bone and attempts to destroy them,” he explains.
Prostate cancer impacts 47,000 males a year in the UK every single 45 minutes, a single man dies from the illness. But it is also a single of the least identified. And, as several do, Turnbull ignored the early warnings.
“There have been familiar aches and pains, exact same sorts of ones coming back,” he recalls. “I had an aversion to going to see the medical doctor, like a lot of males, due to the fact I didn’t want to go to the surgery.”
Rather, he kept taking ibuprofen for the discomfort. His son Will lastly persuaded him to go to a GP. But, by that point, the cancer had spread from his prostate to his bones.
Therapy has incorporated nine rounds of chemotherapy, and Turnbull does not sugar-coat how hard that was.
“When you begin, they inform you, ‘You will have 3 poor days’. What employed to sustain me in the course of these 3 days – when you just do not want to do something, you really feel fairly awful – was I’d assume, ‘Well, it is only a couple extra days’. But then with each and every round, I began to assume, ‘There’s no coming out of this’.
“Three days became 4 days became 5 days… And I believed, ‘Jesus, is this going to be like this forever? Am I ever going to really feel far better?’ And that is not a good location to be.”
A single fascinating element of the film is when Turnbull visits a man who produces and processes his personal cannabis oil, ahead of passing it on – for free of charge – to cancer sufferers. In performing so, he dangers up to 14 years in jail.
CBD is a element of cannabis stated to ease discomfort and anxiousness that is legally sold in well being retailers Turnbull requires it “on a every day basis due to the fact it aids me sleep and it aids me with discomfort”.
Turnbull has been quite open about his cancer journey on Twitter. Will he continue to share info about his remedy?
“I do not know – we’ll have to see what takes place,” he says. “I’d genuinely really like to be capable to tweet a single day, ‘Hey I’m cancer free’, but I do not see that taking place, just at the moment. But you in no way know.
“And these are 4 quite crucial words – ‘but you in no way know’. Simply because there’s constantly possibly a thing about the corner.”
:: Bill Turnbull: Staying Alive airs on Channel four these days.